Tuesday, Jul. 16, 2002/10:23 pm

weird emotions

I'm so fragile.... The life infront of me runs jagged and i dont think i can walk a step. I'm surrounded, smothered in all these diffrent emotions, flooding over me, keeping me from rationalizing. I don't even know whats going on, i cant make sence of this. Everyhting unfolding infront of me, its all being set off slowley, and i cant understand it, grasp hold of it, bury it beneath. It's just lingering there over my head in a daze, blocking my sences, i dont know whats wrong, whats happening. I don't know how i am, because i dont know what i'm feeling.