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Saturday, May. 24, 2003/11:04 pm seven one two three four five six seven seven seven times sevenheapedteaspoonssevengaspssevensips seven s t e p s till you reach the door, or walk right back with faerie feet. She stands by the clock at nine, and waits for a sign, hides beneath drapes between 8.30 and 7pm, and locks the door at 7.01 Wiping her eyes under the moon, resting her stresses beneath soft light, clouds break, sun wilts, she wants to belong to night. Cracks her knuckles in threes and chews skittles in twenty-ones six to fail six to trip six to see it all collapse a wall of terror under a cloak of magicians fear justreachsevensevensevenneversix never, ever, never, stall on forbidden ground. Count to ten and fall back down again. Lift your brow, push it back clasp miscroscopic pieces, laid over a tissue paper glance. paler paler paler still pallet paint ivory but sometimes burning bright through silt. |
* I could almost cry like tears of blood * and slowly it evaporates * without a scar without a trace * Sometimes too blue the moment passes * overhead so undetected * without default with no perfection * I could close my eyes & sleep forever * locked inside a secret silence * whisper deep into my head * Rewind erase and nothing remains * the way that nothing ever does |