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Then
* Now
05.06.04/6:01 pm blank Wandering through these hallways, a silohette with unbrushed hair and dust in her eyes. I am not healing. Inside i am coated with bloody gashes and blackened bruises. It won't let me go. It never will. I'll never be able to exist without guilt. I am so sorry, i don't know what to say, where to start where to end. The simple task of documenting the last few days seems monumental. I'll try to write a proper entry soon, and to catch up on my notes here, maybe tommorrow, i just can't manage it at the moment. xo |
* I could almost cry like tears of blood * and slowly it evaporates * without a scar without a trace * Sometimes too blue the moment passes * overhead so undetected * without default with no perfection * I could close my eyes & sleep forever * locked inside a secret silence * whisper deep into my head * Rewind erase and nothing remains * the way that nothing ever does |