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Then
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07.12.05/8:59 pm ok I am here. *waves hand* With a weak smile. I have been struggling a lot. Sugars up, weight down, spirits rock bottom. Missing more and more classes from sickness. There's nothing much more to say. Nothing besides the facts and figures of what i've eaten or not eaten and where i have thrown up. I don't even want to go there. I feel so weary tonight. It's raining and i wish i had someone to hold. |
* I could almost cry like tears of blood * and slowly it evaporates * without a scar without a trace * Sometimes too blue the moment passes * overhead so undetected * without default with no perfection * I could close my eyes & sleep forever * locked inside a secret silence * whisper deep into my head * Rewind erase and nothing remains * the way that nothing ever does |