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Wednesday, Dec. 24, 2003/12:30 pm fullstop *Locked* I'm sorry, but I have had to close my diary. The hospital which i have been inpatient at received a phonecall during the week. Someone unknown, claiming to be a nurse, spilled out details from my recent updates. They were apparently worried about what i have been doing. I've been writing here for years now, and it really sadens me that i can no longer trust enough to leave it open. I'm not angry, just very shocked and upset. Perhaps it comes down to being my fault, i fear i have been too honest and said too much. I just wish this person had spoken to me instead of going behind my back, using ways that in the end just won't help. I will continue to read other diaries, I'm very grateful to have met many amazing inderviduals through this. I just won't be using this space for myself anymore, or giving out the username/password. Thankyou to those who have supported me through it all. Takecare of yourselves. Lots of love, Claire xo |
* I could almost cry like tears of blood * and slowly it evaporates * without a scar without a trace * Sometimes too blue the moment passes * overhead so undetected * without default with no perfection * I could close my eyes & sleep forever * locked inside a secret silence * whisper deep into my head * Rewind erase and nothing remains * the way that nothing ever does |