I am here. *waves hand* With a weak smile.

I have been struggling a lot. Sugars up, weight down, spirits rock bottom. Missing more and more classes from sickness.

There's nothing much more to say. Nothing besides the facts and figures of what i've eaten or not eaten and where i have thrown up. I don't even want to go there.

I feel so weary tonight. It's raining and i wish i had someone to hold.