Monday, Dec. 30, 2002 - unsuccessful
Sunday, Dec. 29, 2002 - alone again
Friday, Dec. 27, 2002 - the usual
Wednesday, Dec. 25, 2002 - Happy Christmas
Tuesday, Dec. 24, 2002 - Dad
Monday, Dec. 23, 2002 - Death wish
Sunday, Dec. 22, 2002 - revelations
Friday, Dec. 20, 2002 - jingle bells
Thursday, Dec. 19, 2002 - painful
Thursday, Dec. 12, 2002 - back
Thursday, Dec. 05, 2002 - dead
Tuesday, Dec. 03, 2002 - worse
Thursday, Nov. 28, 2002 - holding on
Saturday, Nov. 23, 2002 - explosion
Friday, Nov. 22, 2002 - ready to let go of the last breathe
Thursday, Nov. 21, 2002 - unwanted
Wednesday, Nov. 20, 2002 - reflecting
Monday, Nov. 18, 2002 - blah
Sunday, Nov. 17, 2002 - low
Thursday, Nov. 14, 2002 - disturbed
Wednesday, Nov. 13, 2002 - one more day in paradise
Sunday, Nov. 10, 2002 - monochrome
Saturday, Nov. 09, 2002 - isolated in the dark
Friday, Nov. 08, 2002 - never empty
Friday, Nov. 08, 2002 - doctors
Tuesday, Nov. 05, 2002 - hiding
Sunday, Nov. 03, 2002 - small pieces of the fuller picture
Saturday, Nov. 02, 2002 - hate
Thursday, Oct. 31, 2002 - damaged
Wednesday, Oct. 30, 2002 - Venturing out of my comfort zone
Tuesday, Oct. 29, 2002 - lifeless and confused
Sunday, Oct. 27, 2002 - abstract
Thursday, Oct. 24, 2002 - ugh
Tuesday, Oct. 22, 2002 - silent
Monday, Oct. 21, 2002 - still alive
Sunday, Oct. 20, 2002 - Crazy
Friday, Oct. 18, 2002 - so fed up with this
Thursday, Oct. 17, 2002 - numb again
Wednesday, Oct. 16, 2002 - going nowhere
Tuesday, Oct. 15, 2002 - i know it all already
Sunday, Oct. 13, 2002 - fading
Friday, Oct. 11, 2002 - obsessed? no not me
Wednesday, Oct. 09, 2002 - school and careers
Tuesday, Oct. 08, 2002 - The light would strain my eyes,
Monday, Oct. 07, 2002 - i don't want this
Sunday, Oct. 06, 2002 - always trapped
Sunday, Oct. 06, 2002 - Forever
Saturday, Oct. 05, 2002 - candle flame
Friday, Oct. 04, 2002 - Nothing's changed
Tuesday, Oct. 01, 2002 - kill me
Sunday, Sept. 29, 2002 - i wrote this poem about 10 minutes ago...
Sunday, Sept. 29, 2002 - another day
Saturday, Sept. 28, 2002 - fat cow
Friday, Sept. 27, 2002 - Missing my past, damaging my future.
Thursday, Sept. 26, 2002 - i think i'm dying
Wednesday, Sept. 25, 2002 - more food
Tuesday, Sept. 24, 2002 - stupid little girl
Sunday, Sept. 22, 2002 - watch while i rip myself to shreds
Saturday, Sept. 21, 2002 - my severed arms
Thursday, Sept. 19, 2002 - filling the void
Wednesday, Sept. 18, 2002 - living on chewing gum
Tuesday, Sept. 17, 2002 - running
Monday, Sept. 16, 2002 - people everywhere
Sunday, Sept. 15, 2002 - i hate food
Sunday, Sept. 15, 2002 - To binge or not to binge?
Saturday, Sept. 14, 2002 - undereating
Friday, Sept. 13, 2002 - To the friends standing around me, these words they will never hear.
Thursday, Sept. 12, 2002 - weird random thoughts
Monday, Sept. 09, 2002 - Raining inside and out
Wednesday, Sept. 04, 2002 - sugar levels, lucozade, and blood filled buttons...
Sunday, Sept. 01, 2002 - going away for a while
Sunday, Sept. 01, 2002 - Last September...
Saturday, Aug. 31, 2002 - losing weight
Thursday, Aug. 29, 2002 - please, just walk away
Wednesday, Aug. 28, 2002 - tricked
Tuesday, Aug. 29, 2002 - Saturday night...
Saturday, Aug. 24, 2002 - Imo and Frankie
Saturday, Aug. 24, 2002 - portia
Friday, Aug. 23, 2002 - denial
Tuesday, Aug. 20, 2002 - blur
Thursday, Aug. 15, 2002 - hurt me, we all know it's what i deserve.
Wednesday, Aug. 14, 2002 - i wonder if i can find the words...
Friday, Aug. 09, 2002 - Nothing
Thursday, Aug. 08, 2002 - restaurant
Wednesday, Aug. 07, 2002 - pointless existance
Friday, Aug. 02, 2002 - "Why are you so quiet?"
Thursday, Aug. 01, 2002 - liar liar liar
Sunday, Jul. 28, 2002 - so alone
Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 - "I woke up this morning. Afraid i was gonna live"
Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 - A weekend i wish i could forget.
Saturday, Jul. 19, 2002 - i need to cry a tear...
Friday, Jul. 19, 2002 - The night is darkening around me...
Sunday, Jul. 14, 2002 - drunken mess
Saturday, Jul. 13, 2002 - blood
Thursday, Jul. 11, 2002 - untitled
Thursday, Jul. 11, 2002 - "friends"
Tuesday, Jul. 09, 2002 - confidence
Monday, Jul. 08, 2002 - shopping hell
Thursday, Jul. 04, 2002 - shameful
Tuesday, Jul. 02, 2002 - burden
Monday, Jul. 01, 2002 - look closer...
Saturday, Jun. 29, 2002 - close your eyes
Friday, Jun. 28, 2002 - food, shopping and plastic bags
Thursday, Jun. 27, 2002 - pretending
Tuesday, Jun. 25, 2002 - unconscious
Thursday, Jun. 20, 2002 - back in this familiar place...
Wednesday, Jun. 19, 2002 - a helpless case
Tuesday, Jun. 18, 2002 - seeing red
Tuesday, Jun. 18, 2002 - poem
Friday, Jun. 14, 2002 - failure
Wednesday, Jun. 12, 2002 - Broken promises
Sunday, Jun. 09, 2002 - Everythings shattered
Thursday, Jun. 06, 2002 - arguing
Monday, Jun. 03, 2002 - tired and bleeding
Wednesday, May. 29, 2002 - letting go
Friday, May. 17, 2002 - crying
Friday, May. 10, 2002 - I'm a selfish, attention seeking bitch
Thursday, May. 02, 2002 - ANGRY
Friday, Apr. 19, 2002 - secrets
Wednesday, Apr. 10, 2002 - Insulin
Friday, Apr. 05, 2002 - thinking
Sunday, Mar. 24, 2002 - fat
Monday, Mar. 11, 2002 - spaced