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Then
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Monday, Mar. 11, 2002/3.01pm spaced Here i am, at school, sitting in the corner of the I.T room tying to avoid everybody. I'm totally spaced out again, i always get like this, i just can't function properly or get my brain to work. I've got cuts on my arms, legs, my stomach and a burn from where i stubbed a cigerette out on my arm. What the hell has happened to me? I used to get good grades, i used to work hard and concentrate. I used to have fun, have a bit of confidence. I used to be happy. |
* I could almost cry like tears of blood * and slowly it evaporates * without a scar without a trace * Sometimes too blue the moment passes * overhead so undetected * without default with no perfection * I could close my eyes & sleep forever * locked inside a secret silence * whisper deep into my head * Rewind erase and nothing remains * the way that nothing ever does |