Sunday, Mar. 24, 2002/11:42

fat

"If an alcoholic falls of the wagon then what does a bulimic do?"

Geri halliwell, If Only

oh god i am so fat!! i've put on like a stone in a month through bingeing, My hairs falling out and i havn't had a period for ages. i've also been throwing up alot.

I know theres a name for what i do, it's written in that extaract above. Bulimia. I hate that word. I hate aying it. I hate putting a label on it.

I want to be seven stone one again like i was before my stupid mother found out i was vomitting and before the Christmas food i eat.

I am revolting, i disgust myself. I loathe myself, That's all i can say.