Saturday, Jul. 19, 2002/12:01 am

i need to cry a tear...

Depression has been injected inside me, shot right into a vein. Within the last half an hour, my upbeat beautiful illusion has been replaced by this nagging ache, i've been here so many times before.

With heavy eyes that strain under the light, i cant focus on what i am writing, everything flickers past me, i'm almost completley unaware.

I need to let go

I realised i havn't cried properly since early december last year, when I got found out.

Salty tracks gently soothed my cheeks, flooding me and washing away the hurt.

Now everyhtings dry, and the rain dosn't feel safe to fall.

Only blood can weep.