Wednesday, Oct. 30, 2002/5:35 pm

Venturing out of my comfort zone

I'm going out tonight.

To a sleepover at Cassie's.

I'm anxious about it.

People. Two that i don't know too well.

I'm so pathetic.

Were drinking.

Me + alcohol = Suicidal mess.

Though i can't see myself saying no.

I just hope i stay quiet, drunk and depressed, but quiet.

I'll probabley wonder of somewhere on my own.

From past experiences i should be kept away from sharp objects and not let outside near busy roads. :s

Cross your fingers for me, lets see if i get though the night still alive.