Friday, Nov. 08, 2002/11:53 am

doctors

This came in the post this morning, adressed to my mum, i opened it, i don't know why but i had some suspision it was about me, weird.

Dear Dr .......

Re: Claire Kearns-07/02/1987

Many thanks for your referal. I spoke to Mum on the phone who agrees with you that Claire will not attend appointments. Currently, she feels Claire is eating better but is still obsessiveley checking he blood sugar levels.

An engagement with Claire is the main priority here. I think we need to be creative in how we try to achieve this. The Eating Disorders Coodinator/Clinical nurse Specialist, will be in post next month and a possible house visit to start with is what we would be looking at, towards the end of November. In the meantime, we are more than happy to support Mrs Kearns on the phone. I have also suggested to her that she approaches you and Mike's team for any medical emergencies.

Yours sincerely

Dr ......

c.c: Micheal ......(my diabetic doctor)

Mrs Kearns

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haha she thinks im eating better :D good, good, managed to fool her again. I'm so glad i can purge without even trying now, i can be in and out of the bathroom in 5 minutes, and no one knows whats going on. So now all i need to do is stop checking my blood so often, well infront of her anyway. The rest of this letter just scares me, home visit? eeek i want to get out of this place, all these people that are geting copies of this letter, all moving in on me. I don't want any engagement, i don't want anything, i just want them to back off and LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!