Thursday, Aug. 01, 2002/12:27 am

liar liar liar

"as darkness quickly steals the light, that shined within her eyes. She slowley swallows all her fear, and soothes her mind with lies"

vanessa carlton, paradise

Don't listen to me. You can't believe a word i say. Choking, whilst showing an artificial front. Lonlieness protected by hidden scars. Yes means no, no means yes. Purge then laugh, bleed then smile. Never letting anyone in. I created this, i'll have to live with it. Keeping all the cold inside. I can't let anything show. No mistakes can slip through. I cover up lies with lies. I tell them im doing one thing when im doing another Silver stories, made up to absorb the rain they see

It's all i can do

The only way up.

is down.