Then * Now

Friday, Aug. 09, 2002/4:43 pm

Nothing

I'm lost

in a black cloud of nothing.

Hollow thought criss-cross the blank walls.

Frail efforts bind the collapsing frame together.

Silver Whispers echo through the dark,

and i'm left there, hurting, alone, so scared.

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A blinding heavy force keeps me from moving.

My words have no function, no affect, no meaning.

The drear comforts me inside.

Cradling me in it's bony arms.

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I absorb the solitude,

And empty myself of all the light i ever contained.

Welcome the pain.

Blood stricken electricity

slashed open veins.

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Lost in a black cloud of nothing

Wails fading fast.

Waiting for the end.

Broken, lifeless, dead.