Thursday, Oct. 17, 2002/9:05 pm

numb again

The light is dancing infront of my bloodshot eyes.

I can't feel anything.

It's all just so clouded over.

A million miles away.

I'm so numb.

I feel like i'm floating in a bubble.

My energy drained away.

Lifeless.

When i see the drops of red, spill from my skin everything will be clearer.

I need to cut through the sleep, watch the blood fall like a waterfall.

I can't be helped.