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Then
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18.08.05/12:47 pm results I got two B grades. Now all i have to do is get through another year and take my A levels. I need to be well, i need my health, and yet i fear i will just carry on as i did before. Somehow managing to safety pin myself together, to learn and to revel in my eating disorder at the same time. A stretch of my abilities and my strength. I still can't believe i've made it this far. |
* I could almost cry like tears of blood * and slowly it evaporates * without a scar without a trace * Sometimes too blue the moment passes * overhead so undetected * without default with no perfection * I could close my eyes & sleep forever * locked inside a secret silence * whisper deep into my head * Rewind erase and nothing remains * the way that nothing ever does |